The True Facts.

Bare with me for this long and winding post. Not that I have any intention to have it a long and winding one but my heart and soul wouldn't make me do other wise.

A reality check. Yes, I am surely not getting anywhere neither am I fufilling my destiny. I've got to admit that the past which was months back then, I was a total lost soul. A big lost soul. Promise myself that it would never happen again. No, not at all. Gone through a epidemic and now the affects of those harmful virus have been studied and fully cured. Just like having chcikenpox. In fact, this sickness is worst then any other sicknesses because it can't be seen and it is internal.

Personally thank the Almighty one. Guess the inspiration is derived from constant belief and contact with Him. I would put it as testing moments which He allow to take place so as to test if I am worthy of Him. Made no mistakes but just wasted some valuable time. Now it is time to fund those wasted time. It wouldn't be that hard because there is great support and also the blessings that is from above.

There is always something to learn. But not to forget to unlearn. The brain has a capacity to store data and somethings it is important to relax and unload those unwanted or not so important data. It makes the mind healthy and also spontenous. Well, aren't we using only 10% of our brain capacity, so imagine if we stock up all those unwanted and dainty information. System overloaded. Burn. Not to say we can't have unvaluable information to be stored in our memory but it is important to delete unwanted information from our memory.

Leaving a free life is important. Learning to free oneself is an art. We are complexs creatures and we have feelings and emotions. Unlike our hardworking and simple creatures, the mouse. Not to say that we can't have feelings but we have to learn to let go. Let go here doesn't mean we forgo everything and do nothing and wait to die. Let go here is letting go and to find new hobbies or past time. I am kind of sick of the city life and sometimes I feel like going to somewhere far away from the city life and enjoy mother nature. The whole rat race thing is getting me tired and restless. Not to mention, sick.

Time is running short. Don't really have a plan. Not a long term one. Trust myself that nothing audacious might appear. Time to do what is possible while hoping for the best of other things which is out of hand. Seriosuly, I've limited resources.

Man are born to fight. To have their own tribe. To have their own standing and also ownership. Well, over the years, those implications and standings have deteroriated. Mainly due to the complecency of mankind. Studies have been done and research have been computated. Just another ill faded process which might be just about to take place. Not to touch or moved about this phenomena. Hope and faith patches it all.

Need some insecured loans. Not many nowadays. Maybe were caught and burn. Trust me, not knowing your options and rights, better not encounter because you might just be visited by your master and red paint will be splashed all over the walls of your belcony. Fingers-crossed. Want to know how to avoid all these, just ask me personally. Most might have already know the answer but some of them might be quite blur.

Alright, off to get myself a hobby. Getting a hot babe soon. The one with four legs and a loud voice. The two squarish nostrils and the four quadrant round batch. To avoid heavy depreciation, getting her from a second-hand dealer. Well, that is just the start of great thing to come. No pain, no gain.